Thursday, January 28, 2010

And Then Things Take An Upward Turn

I am finally being honest with you.
And I am slowly coming to peace with your absence.
But you are still there with every beat--totally oblivious.

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Things are pretty fantastic.
I am helping a student that also has CP (much more involved) with a PSA-esque video.
Filming it anyway.
I am not going to lie, I almost cried today while we filmed her monologue.

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I have found myself in a band (legitimately) on accident.
Living Sitcom.
We are an acoustic outfit.
So far.

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Bryan Capriglione is going to be taken down a peg.
That is pretty exciting.
Especially since I hate him.

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I have lost five pounds!!! WHOOOOO!!!!!

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My life has become a sitcom (hence the band name).
It's like The Office, Friends, and One Tree Hill all mixed together.
It can be pretty hilarious when it's not sucking because of plot complications.
We air on NBC on Thursdays at 9, but after next week we won't return until June because of the Olympics.

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I love my friends and someday we will probably all live within walking distance of each other.
I know you doubt this--I would too if I didn't know that something is different about us.
And I can't put my finger on it quite yet.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Taking a Ride

You can't rewind
You can't fast forward
You can't pause
You can't record
All you can do is live.
It's the only choice.
No matter how much you are hurting
No matter how much more you know
No matter how sure you are that things would be different if--
All you can do is live.
It's the only choice.

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This would be so much easier to swallow if I had you.
And if I could get you off my heart.
And if I could be honest with you.
But I don't have you.
And you are driving me crazy.
And you don't deserve my trivial burden.

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I am about to explode and I have no idea how long my fuse is.

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For those of you who are wondering about my eight week program:
It's developed into more of a lifestyle change, rather than a weight loss program. Thus, it has become a much greater undertaking.

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Check out Mercy.
It's an actual fantastic show on NBC.