Taking a Ride

You can't rewind
You can't fast forward
You can't pause
You can't record
All you can do is live.
It's the only choice.
No matter how much you are hurting
No matter how much more you know
No matter how sure you are that things would be different if--
All you can do is live.
It's the only choice.

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This would be so much easier to swallow if I had you.
And if I could get you off my heart.
And if I could be honest with you.
But I don't have you.
And you are driving me crazy.
And you don't deserve my trivial burden.

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I am about to explode and I have no idea how long my fuse is.

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For those of you who are wondering about my eight week program:
It's developed into more of a lifestyle change, rather than a weight loss program. Thus, it has become a much greater undertaking.

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Check out Mercy.
It's an actual fantastic show on NBC.