Lyrica: n. pl. That of lyrics

Please, don't try to one-up me anymore, Darling.
You've found your destiny and I've still got nothing.
Do not rub it in my face.
Do not make it seem classified.
Just let me be apart of your soon to be great life.
Don't cut me down, I'm already too short.
But I won't go because you know as well as I
We were meant to be more than this.
Too bad God said no
Too bad you thought I wasn't worth the risk
I'm still not sure I was willing to take
This is hanging over us
Waiting to complicate.

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I hope none of you who read this (if anybody reads this) thinks I'm trying to make all of what I say artistic. I'm not. So if you find some of what I say corny or cliche or you think I'm "trying to hard", sorry, but that's how it came out. The above started to rhyme, so I ran with it. I don't mean to offend.

If you can't guess by reading, I think a lot. I am going through my own self-revolution and deciding that the choices I make need to build up to something more than a carreer or college education. I guess, I'm finally realizing that all that anybody should want from life is to be happy. It's really the only attainable goal any of us can dream to reach. Glory, Fame, Wealth all play second fiddle to Happiness. I figure that if I live my life to be happy, all of that other stuff will follow in due time.

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Me Right Now:
-I am missing two people I have no right to be missing.
-I've become very happy since I found one who appeared to be gone for good.
-I am getting happier since the other will be returning in a little under twenty-four hours.
-I am jealous of someone who has nothing other than God-given direction.
-I worry that they will gloat.
-I feel an immense love for my dog.
-I'm afraid to write something other than the fractured love story I've been writing for over a year.
-I fear no one reads this.
-I'm afraid I'm getting ahead of myself.
-I am addicted to The L Word (feel free to judge).
-I want nothing more than for him to call me.
-I don't care who I fall in love with as long as they love me.
-I found this song by Tegan and Sara called Hello and I like you should all listen to it.
-I wish I had someone to sing Quarter Past by Fall of Troy to, but what really fits is Back in Your
Head by Tegan and Sara. They always fit.
-"Someday I will never see you again, and you might not believe this, but you've changed me so much."
-Do you ever say the above to yourself? I do.

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Quarter Past by Fall of Troy

Quarter past midnight,
Sittin' here in the moonlight
No offense my dear
I hope you know
Tonight I write... to you.

There's a question,
and a conversation
But did I mention,
a foul intention

Well let me demonstrate,
elaborate to your liking honey...
Haunt me, how you taunt me
Question after question,
Story after story
Tensions move way too fast
and I'm afraid to say
what would you think of me anyway

Here's a few things that I might say,
If you really wanna know
I've got nothin' in my way
...1 2 3 overdose!

You make me feel like I can fly,
keep me up all damn night
Incredible, I know you're skeptical
Believe me I'm not wastin' any time
I found what I had to find,
is what's on my mind

Sittin' here in the sunshine,
tryin' to put you outta my mind
But oh no my dear!
No way, now how
So much to learn,
so much to find out
What goes around comes around
In anyway, in any case
I'm losing face to find myself in your warm embrace
for just a day
Maybe tomorrow baby, but...

Not today honey,
not today baby

Haunt me, how you taunt me
Question after question,
Story after story
Tensions move way too fast
and I'm afraid to say
what would you think of me anyway

Here's a few things that I might say,
If you really wanna know
I've got nothin' in my way...
1 2 3 overdose!

You make me feel like I can fly,
keep me up all damn night
Incredible, I know you're skeptical
Believe me I'm not wastin' any time
I found what I had to find

In the final act you bend and wave
I won't let anyone harm you
Keep it together for another day
Come to my window,
I'll sing you to sleep

Hello by Tegan and Sara

Right now I feel so empty,
And someday won’t be ending,
Until I’ve done all that I can,
All that.
Until I’ve done all that I can.
One day, it’ll get easier,
'Cause right now,I feel so simple,
Until I’ve done all that I can,
All that.
Until I’ve done all that I can.
And so I said, "Hello hello hello, I’m right here.
"Oh, hello hello hello,
I’m right here.
I’m right here waiting for...

Drinking to yesterdays news.
I’m sorry I was late,
I was so blue.
Oh, my hands hurt from holding your hands.
And I’m young but it’s hard to believe,
yeah-e-ah,
That someday I will never see you again.
And you might not believe this,
But you’ve changed me so much.
But baby (baby) it’s so hard leaving you.
And maybe (maybe) this was the only, the only way.
Yeah, yeah.
But right now I wish I was older,
And right now,
You look so simple.
Now is not my time.
No, no,
Now is not the time,
And so I said, "Hello hello hello, I’m right here."
I said, "Hello hello hello, I’m right here.
"I'm right here waiting for...

Drinking to yesterday’s news.
I’m sorry I was late, I was so blue.
Oh, my hand hurts from holding your hand.
And I’m young but it’s hard to believe,
Yeah-e-ah,
That someday I will never see you again.
And you might not believe this,
but you’ve changed me so much.
But baby (baby), it’s so hard leaving you.
And maybe (maybe) this was the only, the only way.
Yeah, yeah.
But baby (baby), it’s so hard leaving you.
And maybe (maybe) this was the only, the only way.
Yeah, yeah.
But baby (baby), it’s so hard leaving you.
And maybe (maybe) this was the only, the only way.
Yeah, yeah.
'Cause someday I will never see you again.

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Sorry most of this is song lyirca from songs on my on playlist (up in the corner^). I find they explain more of what's going on than what my words could at this moment.
(I think I made up the word lyrica....)