I Fall On Deaf Ears

Constantly. Anything I say garners no response. Yet, if I yell or scream, I am over the top. Say you are distracted--I say you are detached. Or rather unattached.

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This will make sense soon enough.

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The semester ends in less than two weeks. Then I will officially be a college junior. I'm going to try to make senior before the summer ends. I can do it. I have to do it. If I stay here any longer, around you any longer, I will fail every expectation I have ever had for myself. I will fail myself. That cannot happen.