In Preparation

I want to play with you. I suppose the word should be perform, but you would know what I meant. But surely, I am not good enough. I will become better though.

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My nineteenth birthday is fast approaching. I am not okay with this. Will my life become a Tegan and Sara narrative?

I am eagerly hoping, but afraid so.

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This is the song I am currently learning:

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The sad thing is that I am in preparation for a day that may never come.

But it might, so that's something.

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I really hope I see Amanda tomorrow, so I can tell her she has an inner ear infection.

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