I'm seriously considering transferring from LU to...somewhere else. I'm mainly looking at all the places I should have applied to in the first place like NYU, USC, and Columbia College Chicago. I just feel wrong here. It's like all the novelty has worn off and I've realized that this is my college choice--this is where I chose to get my higher education--and I can't believe it.
It's not about me only making two friends this semester or the fact that my roommates and I have had our ups and downs--it's bigger than that. I feel like being here, I am doing myself a disservice. I think about my friends at other colleges who are actually excited to be there. I am not excited to be here. In fact, I can't wait to leave. And that's not right.
Maybe my mood will change over the winter break. Maybe I just need a break. But right now, it seems that me and LU are just not working out.
I completely and totally understand Jen's infatuation with Emma Watson. Her performance in HP 7: P1 was the highlight.
However, it makes me feel worthless.