I need to defrag my computer. The start-up time is dismal.
Either this is going to happen, or it isn't. And either way, I am going to be fine. I write two-page drabbles that are like magic, but once I go beyond that...everything is forced. I wonder if I will every be focused enough to complete anything. Probably not.
I'm trying to scale down, which is why I've gotten really interested in short films. I guess I should work to out-grow that medium before anything else. So hard. I need to do this. I need to do something. But what do I want to say?