Two Posts in One Day????? Is This the Apocalypse??????

I often ask myself why I didn't get rid of you. Or rather, why we didn't decay and die a years ago. Perhaps it's because I can make you laugh. I can always make you laugh. I can be silly and crazy and be an exaggerated version of myself and you will always laugh. It's valuable, but is it fair to you?

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Searching for a song to fit....

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There are so many questions

I have yet to answer

And with a simple glance

You add a million more

I have played this game

But never with such high stakes

And yet I don't even know

My motivation

I don't even know

My intentions

Perhaps,

In its purest form

I just want to know

Who you are now

And who you were before

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Hahahahaha

Colleen is going to go to Lindenwood.

She just doesn't know it yet.

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Bravado.

That's what I need.

That, and I need to pay a trip to the gym.

I can't just expect results without effort.