And Darling Don't Confess This Thing That Breaks My Heart

I've thought about it.

How could I not? The way we carry on.

A small, but not too small portion of me thinks about the possibility all the time. When we are in the same room, when we aren't. In the morning, in the night. When I don't have other things to think about, when I do.

There is a vague internal dialogue.

"What if we tried
"Haven't you ever thought
"You don't know
"Just ask
"And the response
"And then everything would be perfect."

I'm sure it's crossed your mind too, however, in a more fleeting manner.
Unfortunately, there is always a chance that I could be completely wrong in any number of ways.

I should say, that I don't allow myself to dwell on it too long. I don't flesh it out. It does not have dimensions. And that is because the last time I did that, it didn't work out so well for me. That me isn't me now. She scares me. Mainly because what she did hurt.

Secondly, because she was either very stupid or very brave. And I can't figure that out yet.

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"And Darling"

Creep up and tell me that you
You love me more each time you
Look into my eyes, I feel like
I know you don't mean to be mean
I'm sure you know the same for me
When you creep up and tell me
Darling
It breaks my heart each time you
Darling
You break my heart each time you
You slip your hands inside my pockets
Tell me nothing else would do
Without me, you can't live and
You slip your heart into my chest
They both become one of the strongest pairs
When strangers come
And darling
This thing that breaks my heart and
Darling
You break my heart each time you
Darling
This thing that breaks my heart and
Darling
You break my heart each time you

"Don't Confess (This Thing That Breaks My Heart)"

Don’t think I’ll confess
Why would I confess that I
Don’t think I’ll deny
Why would I deny that I
Don’t be so hard on yourself
You won’t get better til you’re worse
Yeah you
Send a little smile my way
And don’t be so hard on yourself
You won’t get better til you’re worse
Yeah you
Send a little love my way
Every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I’m not alone
No, I’m just on my own
And I, it's a little cold outside
Ooh
Don’t think I’ll escape
(Don’t think I’ll escape)
Why would I escape you
Don’t think I’ll replace
(Don’t think I’ll replace)
How could I (how could I) replace you
And don’t be so hard on yourself
You won’t get better til you’re worse
Yeah you send a little smile my way
And don’t be so hard on yourself
You won’t get better til you’re worse
Yeah you send a little love my way
And every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I’m not alone
No, I’m just on my own
And I, it's a little cold outside
Ooh
And so don't be so hard on yourself
You won’t get better til you‘re worse
Send your love my way

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Was that too much?