I know my efforts are futile now. But I really can't help it. Colleen accepted my apology (I don't deserve that), and I felt better for about two seconds. Then the hole for a heart returned. I would say that I need to see her, but I doubt she wants to see me. Honestly, I don't even know what I would do if she would see me. Probably just break down.
I miss her. I always miss her.
Now that I am beginning season 5 of Grey's Anatomy, I must say that Dr. Hahn is my favorite. She is such a bad ass. Dr. Torres is pretty BA too.