Thursday, September 30, 2010
The Truck is Still in the Parking Lot
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Memento
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Today Was A Wash
Monday, September 27, 2010
Speaking of Cups of Coffee
Friday, September 24, 2010
Cups of Coffee
Thursday, September 23, 2010
"Any Way You Want It, That's The Way You Need It!"
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Midnights
Monday, September 20, 2010
Sunsets
Daylights
That's what I am. Or rather, that is what Jen is. Her computer doesn't have Word and Ash's trial just ran out so Jen is on my computer desperately trying to finish a lovely paper. It's 5 pages, she is taking forever, but she didn't have Hub, I am sure she is making great time. Therefore, I am blogging from Ash's pc. Maybe I've been spoiled by Sony for too long, but I am just not digging this experience from HP.
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Hey, you, I am really glad we can talk again. You listen and sometimes you don't understand, but most of the time you do and it's fantastic. You don't presume a thing and you take me as I am, no questions (that I don't want to answer) asked. Thanks.
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Colleen and Matt came to visit us today. God, I miss Colleen so! And I miss Matt too! Colleen should just except the fact that she should come to Lindenwood. It's literally just as good, if not better than any other school in the area (WashU aside). Matt is already getting used to the idea of transferring here next Fall and I for one think that's great.
This is the point where I should say that I am pretty damn sure that Matt and Colleen are going to get married and have two beautiful blond haired blue-eyed children and one adorable brown-eyed ginger. One of them will be my godchild. Yup.
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You know me too well. You know, even if I am the most opposed, that I will be the first to take you back with open arms. You know I can't forget how we were. You know that I knew that from the beginning of all of this. You know that I am just as weak as I am strong.
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Tomorrow's mission: Find out the Australian boy from my Criminology class' name. He wants to own his own bar. I want to live with him. So what? Who cares?
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God, I want to perform.
Miss acting far too much. I want to be on the freaking stage. I miss playing too. Damn it.
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Band is in the band room tomorrow. Oh, Life's simple pleasures.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
You Are Really Dumb, For Real.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Today Was An Epic Win
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I Know I Already Posted Today, But....
Reasoning for Faith
Monday, September 13, 2010
You are my Joy, You are my Joy, You are my...JOY
Sunday, September 12, 2010
3 + 4 = 7
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Who Slipped Novocaine Into My Pepsi?
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Time and Thought
Monday, September 6, 2010
Stop. Before You Get...Hurt
Every night, when it comes time to finally go to bed, once I lay down my back spasms. It arcs. Every muscle uncoils in an order; progressively working their way down to my lower back. It is as if every stress of the day is exiting me through my back.
Yet, tonight, as I listen to the sirens coming in through my window and watch the street lamps play on my ceiling, I feel different. As my back unknots itself, it is not stress leaving my body—it is my body transforming. I am becoming a new self. A self capable of handling the challenge that is sure to come. I am shedding my former restraints—inhibitions—and becoming enough.
Newly born, I marvel at my weightlessness, at my cleanliness. I smile, and then frown because I know I have chosen a most grisly task. It is sad that I became this free only to rush to shiny, new shackles. My only hope is that they become a home. Please, open your arms to me.
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I meant to write that Thursday Night/Friday Morning.